Me, Myself and My Instincts....

How many times do you wake up in the morning and are almost sure that something will happen that you have dreamt about in your sleep as well. And when you see that happening, your joy is inescapable (if I can so use that word). And it is very much. There is this certain man Mr X, who I am not chasing - but would like to be friends with.

Did not receive his mails for a long time - so mailed him back - and I knew that I was supposed to receive his mail - but he sure does mail a shocker everytime he mails back...This time he sure asked for my number... which obviously made my excitement levels shoot up!

As I received a mail this afternoon which said if Life gives you a second opportunity - do take it...do not take it negatively. The beauty is obviously in not carrying the extra luggage of the past along with you when starting a new friendship or relationship which I guess we all are very quick to do - I guess even if it does not cross our mind we try to find a reason to get it back and torture ourselves. Our we sadists in our own sweet way?? Do we thrive or do we wait impatiently for something to happen - something rather negative to happen.

So even if I do date this guy and go out with him - there is always a nagging doubt about what lies ahead....I guess thats where we f*** up heavily in always wanting or eager to see what lies ahead.

All I need right now is loads and loads of luck to me...and also optimism which has become less and I really have to get back to it. Rather bounce back to it...and yea coming back to the topic I also have to rely on my instincts as well!!!

Doing it on the LAP - (I meant blogging)

well, well well....its for the first time that I am writing this blog from my LAPTOP and I sure am feeling at the top of the world - particularly after crying my heart out for the disastrous outfit that my mum got for me....:P anyways now since all thats settled...as it does everytime - let me tell you that nobody absolutely nobody liked my last blog that I had written....especially some of my male friends.

For the simple reason that I do not understand the 'one night stands' I have yet to understand what that means. I hope somebody will be able to explain to me what that means. Apart from that during this last weekend saw Horton Hears a WHO - a movie that you certainly need to watch...cannot just simply miss it. I sort of like animated movies with a moral - the moral of this movie was obviously - A person is a person no matter how SMALL.

Apart from that today no Monday morning blues....I guess you sort of you get tired of complaining about the same old thing. By the way am happy by the way my grey cells are getting whacked out day by day. Its simply helping me understand radio more and more. Which I always say that is always simple to understand. Its just that people make it sound more and more complicated - like how our station does it....oh yea that reminds me I need to log on to Facebook and write something for the Radio Club...

That's me always on the fly...but I guess thats how we like it - had it been very simple and peaceful I guess we like that for just one day, maybe two days but after that well....POOF!!! Give us some madness...

All ready to get on to the madness thats called WORK for tomm...

P.S: Got my bonus- well and I asked some of my colleagues around - they say its okay dokay...so....I always think do I actually deserve that or what??? Problem with me is that I never ever ask about the money....:((