Well, It sure wasn't me......

How many times have you been caught by your bosses doing nothing wrong, but they feel that you are upto something - lets use the word -'wrong'??? How many times have you done your work like you really really really care and then have also got scolded for the same stupid thing??? I mean when its done, people just don't care thinking well, it isn't done....and when you do it, they just raise their arms and shrug and say - 'BIG DEAL'.... and this time it wasn't my fault.

Am sure many of you might or may (and 100% must have been on such a situation) where your bosses always want to probe or prod or whatever - till now I haven't been much in the limelight...and as you know when you are not there - you feel - 'Oh, maybe am not important', strange how one situation where your boss questioning you makes you feel like - 'Why me?' - strange case of a human mind no doubt.

Anywayz so I was been questioned, again questioned...and when there was no conclusion - I was been told to meet - well I went down for a walk (not that there was anything to do with the walk) but still went ahead...read some books (realised that BATMAN is good to read - now that sure is stored at the back of my mind) and then came back...and am still SULKING...and am very much still SULKING...sheesh when will this stupid habit of mine go...I mean if am right what do I have to care in this world???

But yea...the fear lurks behind this mind, at the same point of time there is that confidence that the mind is trying to build...

Let it build it all... Will let you know of the OUTCOME...the end result of the same.

Dreams, Drama, Action.....Karma....MEETINGS

How many of us have some of the strangest dreams- wake up with a start or astonishment thinking what in the world was that dream for- if it was highly scary dream - then you may try to question it-maybe if you are superstitious you may also keep on thinking about it, worrying about it so much that only if there is high pressure of work would that dream just go away....if it was a very nice dream - you would always imagine that hope it happens to me or please let it come true (well, in my case it does not-not that I get disappointed -not anymore)

How many times in your life have you wanted to wring somebody's neck, abuse that person left right and center but stop doing it just coz the word 'karma' floats in front of your face, how many times have you stopped yourself from wishing bad for somebody coz we always think that the other person does not deserve or should I say rightly deserve anything that they have in the present sense...I mean don't you do an about turn thinking - wow I have more than half the brains that this guy has (even if he/she is your superior) and still is at the top position than you are... why coz that guy has gone through a lot of ass licking....or what ever....

Well tomm is Monday again I need to rush at about 9.00 am coz we have got some 'meeting' wow they should actually pay us more for the kind of 'stuff' that we keep on listening to...so that means I will not be getting my 'beauty sleep' also....

Anywayz am all looking forward for a new day.... hopefully without me cribbing about anything!

In a Complete Screwed Up Mood!!!!eeeeewwwwwwwww

Do I scream??? Do I shout??? Can I actually be very angry and just throw tantrums....Should I be always nice to people??? Why do I take flak from people??? They can survive without me na?? Or is it always please do this thing for us na??? Maybe they do know that I will at the end of the day. Why do I always bend down to those rules?? Why cant I make my own set of rules??? Why Why Why???? I mean just Why??? Cant a human being breathe....or maybe if others have forgotten that a human should breathe...coz they are busy being blood suckers...well you just cannot do anything...but remind yourself that you are an absolute human being who should well just BREATHE....exhale..inhale...exhale...inhale......which is just not happening.

I just want to relax....relax....want to get rid of these questions roaming around my head....which is just too irritating....anwayzzz...signing off....