When somebody shows you your true mirror!!!!

What do you do....when you yourself know half the truth - but then somebody points it out 'literally' points it out that its like as if you have been pinched in the side! And that's when you jump! Your reactions are like should I laugh or should I cry or what??? There is no sense of direction - at the same point of time you react like any child does when criticized - but I guess here is the sense of maturity that comes in on how can you actually handle it all.

Either it could be coz you were thinking all along that well - you are the most beautiful person on this earth - wait a sec thats what philosophy tells us - think positive and things will work accordingly! But what if someone just stamps on it so bad so bad that well, you feel like sulking like a child. And you do too...which is so evident on your face! How does one handle the truth? By telling the whole world that you are actually trying to do something about it! Well, honey, that does not work coz this f****** world needs proof. They need a living proof that your bloody overweight matters to you so much that they expect to see results with the snap of their fingers! Well, that has just sort of infuriated me to no limits that I am determined to now work towards the results!

I guess for a change my mum will be the happiest! I know, I know - you are supposed to take such remarks in your stride - hold your head up high and walk with that. No boss thats not me...can't be goody two shoes telling myself that its alright! I can't do that anymore - at least with my appearance cannot compromise. Will have to work towards something better...but as they say you cannot stop wagging tongues. :)

So what the hell! Lets rock and roll! Will do as my heart pleases! hehehehe...thats same old me..

The Power of what's called Will Power!!!

You may say what's life without money, what's life without intelligence, beauty, fame, friends, love, chocolate and what not! One more thing I learnt in these past two days, is what's life without WILL POWER! Look at the word itself. The word is so huge that you need enough power to say the word as well....if you only believe in the same. If not well, then when you spell will power you may not only have the power but also you wouldn't have the will to say the same!

BIG Fm had this contest known as Chipak ke Jeeto running for three days which was not only a test for endurance but also a test for will power. How much willing are you to give - either its to prove yourself or to get something that you have been aiming for. And these contestants stood there fighting against each and every odds that came across their way.

What they taught me, is that you don't have to be built to fight, the situation itself moulds you in such a way that you can create miracles. You can create magic only if you want to do it. And its your unconcious that prepares you to do that. Your concious will always tell you that you are weak...you perhaps may not be able to do it...so just stay out of it. What feeds you with that power is - your own unconcious mind. We do things which we do not think that we will do it. It just happens.

And then that happiness is enough to tell you that you have emerged a winner out of all the odds. And what matters is yourself and nothing else. As the famous line goes, when you try to do something, the whole universe unites with you to fulfill that one dream that you have. But apart from the Universe what you also need is - WILL POWER...

Powerfully yours :)