What do you do....when you yourself know half the truth - but then somebody points it out 'literally' points it out that its like as if you have been pinched in the side! And that's when you jump! Your reactions are like should I laugh or should I cry or what??? There is no sense of direction - at the same point of time you react like any child does when criticized - but I guess here is the sense of maturity that comes in on how can you actually handle it all.
Either it could be coz you were thinking all along that well - you are the most beautiful person on this earth - wait a sec thats what philosophy tells us - think positive and things will work accordingly! But what if someone just stamps on it so bad so bad that well, you feel like sulking like a child. And you do too...which is so evident on your face! How does one handle the truth? By telling the whole world that you are actually trying to do something about it! Well, honey, that does not work coz this f****** world needs proof. They need a living proof that your bloody overweight matters to you so much that they expect to see results with the snap of their fingers! Well, that has just sort of infuriated me to no limits that I am determined to now work towards the results!
I guess for a change my mum will be the happiest! I know, I know - you are supposed to take such remarks in your stride - hold your head up high and walk with that. No boss thats not me...can't be goody two shoes telling myself that its alright! I can't do that anymore - at least with my appearance cannot compromise. Will have to work towards something better...but as they say you cannot stop wagging tongues. :)
So what the hell! Lets rock and roll! Will do as my heart pleases! hehehehe...thats same old me..
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