When Lust and MMS Collide!

I yawned, stretched and as I picked up todays newspaper early in the morning - the first thing that caught my eye was - 'B-School Student Circulates ex-lover Striptease Act' - which happened in Delhi. Whoa! I mean a big WHOA!!! Heard all those horror stories where you have hidden cameras that click the act unknowingly! But what about this girl all of 23-years-old? I mean do all that you want for your boyfriend, but guess when lust takes a wrong turn this is what happens.

Turns out the guy proposed the girl to get married to him and she dumped him. To top it the guy had the audacity to log on to her email ID and then mail the clip to some of her friends. And why wouldn't he - if he got the right to shoot her video it obviously meant he could use it for whatever purpose that he wanted to. Why just blame the guy only! The girl is equally responsible too!

Lust is important too in a relationship but when it comes this far - it turns out as a revenge - it wrecks apart your reputation, your goodwill. Which is given freely to people no matter even to your boyfriend to be toyed so easily. But the Generation Y has an answer to this as well - we think we are so forward, so broad minded and have every freedom in the world to do what we want to. Even if it ends in a similar result as this - its okay. As the phrase goes, 'Chalta Hai'! Yea right.

Do not be surprised if you see more of such stories on the front page of your newspaper. Do not also be shocked when you read that off late college going males prefer to have sex with their girlfriends 'without a condom' coz they think that she is from a good family so she is the safest rather than a commercial sex worker. Wow! I mean what more.....you may probably tag me as someone who is not ahead with the times - well if being ahead is this - am happy to be in the cocoon that I am with my thoughts!!!

Bidding your PAST goodbye!!!

At times it seems to be the most difficult task to let go off your past and accept the present. No matter how interesting your present is to you. But still you run behind your past, think about your past, ponder over it, scratch your head (till you notice that your hair starts falling). No matter how much you think about the past - nothing can be done. It just remains past. Similar to the antiques you see kept in the museum. Your past is just like that. Its a different thing that you have visitors who pay to admire it.

Unfortunately your past is not admired by you rather its just thought about. The only outcome you get from it is that you emerge stronger, probably wiser (don't we all want to think that way) SIGH!!! A big SIGH!

Then comes the question - Oh but wish I had a perfect life - wish I didn't make A my friend. Wish I was smarter to tackle things. Wish I had that attitude, wish I was even more beautiful, wish I was sexier, wish I had taken care of this before, wish I could take care of my health....and the list is endless.

Then you make yourself understand that well we are all humans - we are bound to make mistakes, it happens, human hearts tend to go with slow, its only but natural. So learn the lessons and bid goodbye to your past.

If only human minds and hearts work that way. How you wish!!!! But I guess your past sort of makes you a more responsible person. You tend to be more cautious, probably you may also experience the same pain again but maybe the third time you may just stop yourself!

The next time you start thinking about your past - think of one positive thing that turned out of the whole experience.

And am strong enough.....

Some days are very hunky dory...some aren't the same that way. That actually makes you wonder should I be actually be this happy??? Can I let the sun shine on my face for a few more minutes??? And then suddenly that happiness flushes out so quickly that reality hits you hard where it hurts! When you feel that everything around you is turning to be negative, when your hopes have been crushed, and probably you may just feel that darkness is enveloping you engulfing you that you feel that you have no place to breathe.

Thats when you want to break free - find a solution want to be smart want to get up dust your pants off and walk off with your head held high. Though yea I feel like I want to live for myself at times you feel that even an animal survives but for itself only. Not for anybody around. Then why live like an animal??? Once you have decided on the same - why not listen to it why not hear everything and not take it to heart. Coz the more you get affected, the more people around you will love harassing you. The best thing about it all is that you appear stronger, powerful - you know your mind and you know that you are the mightiest, standing tall yet humble.

Amidst all this what makes you different is the realisation that you are not like them, that you love yourself and are willing to listen to others criticism - accept them with a smile and walk ahead with your head held high. The secret is that you are unique, and the people who come up with criticism will not make you weak but will make you stronger.

So I would say that in itself is a solution - let the swords be out, arrows aimed - Am ready for it all baby! You are not making me feel weak - am only growing strong!!!!

Knock knock knocking on my door....

As I sit down to write this blog - am still wondering what I should actually write. In fact what I wanted to write is already printed at the back of my head. This past week has been a roller coaster ride for me. And I thought I should write it down and not let it go to waste - coz why not share the most wonderful surprises that Life rather Destiny has in store for us.

Last week - I was being told that my company does not have a role for me - asked to me to decide what I would like to do for the company. They were giving me a position which just didn't suit my passion, my creativity, my ideas. So as a result - I bid them goodbye with a heavy heart. I know usually its not supposed to be that way. Rather you would think - hey lets quit, what the heck... So thats there. This door was officially CLOSED!

So now what NEXT?
Well, I was supposed to meet this guy as to see if we could be a suitable match and if that happens would we be happy sharing our future together. I just sat with him for about five hours. Asking questions back and forth. I mean how many questions can one ask - and even if you do manage to ask - how helpful would that question's answer be in the near future. But as the cliche goes - that spark, that connection is enough to help you sail through the whole thing.

Which is what I did.... the very next day things got decided - that we would be having the 'roka' or the confirmation ceremony as I would like to call it. It was seriously a roller coaster ride. You just don't know what will happen - what will change and who will be standing by your side. I mean it was only till yesterday that I was single and ready to mingle.

But am no more single, ready to mingle and all that. I am officially now engaged to be married and that too soon. So you see sometimes life does ask you questions - its waiting for you to give the answers, though destiny is involved in the process. It is the matter of how much you allow yourself to go with the flow without assuming, questioning or suspecting.

As humans we always tend to think that all the negative things are bound to happen to us. We live in fear, that sadisitic pleasure that we get by thinking that probably something bad might happen. Nobody would think about it conciously but it is there at the back of everyones mind. So thats there.

All that is left for me to do is to learn, explore and implement! As famous writers say, Watch out for this space! Ta Da!!! See u soon!