In Pursuit of Satisfaction.....will just keep on goin...there is no end

yea...the year is just ending with two more days to go. No...no this isnt going to be one of those blogs where I will say 'The best of 2007' or the 'worst of 2007'. Lets say I did learn a lot and may have become a bit mature at that...(well you don't need to laugh at that comment) in fact I have. Maybe a bit stronger too. Its like this warrior who wasn't too keen to go on a war, wasn't prepared so was in no situation to face the consequences. Though the warrior had that ability - only thing she did not realise it. And that is really sad when you fail to understand your own abilities - the power that you have. Thats like losing out on something.



I mean even now, with this job that I have, though I do not want to find faults with it. I still try to probe, poke and try to whine just to find sufficient excuses to escape from something. Thinking once again - I seriously will gain no satisfaction in what I am doing. And I don't want that to happen again and again.



Secondly, men....no no...not that there aren't too many there are way too much than I can handle...the same ways of trying to flirt, to get involved and all that...Please God can I find better people who know the meaning of love, affection and above all friendship and yea a good sense of humour. They all keep laughing at their own pathetic jokes...and expect others to do the same. :) they have seriously lost all sense.



Thirdly, fulfill all my mum's wishes yea keeping in mind my own choices...



And may I earn more and more money so I can buy more boots, handbags and travel a lot....



So there, I blew up again...no satisfaction at all...it just keeps on increasing no matter what time of the year and what day. Will have 2008 as not wishes but demands to have more, want more - it could be in form of psychological wish or material wishes. Do wish me luck....:)

Here's to a rocking 2008!!!!

To be or Not to BE!!!! (Can I actually take revenge??)

Can I actually take revenge?? Well, naahhh....maybe bittersweet revenge yea....but something major well - I haven't qualifed for that as yet. When I gave my so called on-air audition yesterday, this is what I had to wonder....I mean...even no matter how deeply I feel about it...its always my family values that stop me from going ahead. And I guess trying to plot and all that can actually rob me of all my energies. Which I need to save up for better things to happen in life.
Coz if you ask me right now, well yea am bubbling under so much that guess when it pops open I will have loads of it that will come out - in form of revenge. And after seeing this particular Hindi movie where the actress Urmila Matondkar takes revenge on actor Saif Ali Khan....by taking him to the cave and tying him up with chains and leaving him to be fed by the rats...Ah! How I feel I could be that ruthless. But thats my biggest problem - I just cannot afford to.
And the cat and mouse game is best to be left with the useless lovers of this world. Who have nothing to do except plot and plan how to make the other one jealous or envious. Which is not just me...blaahhh....its just takes you down....
Anywayz revenge or no revenge.... at least for a change am happy today. You do not even want to know what I have written on the soft board. :) (wink!) yea...

Learning to SAIL SKILFULLY.....

No...no...no...do not expect me to shed tears and cry now....its a funny situation...very funny..and yea as they say please do not take any drastic steps....naahhh...dont worry about me committing suicide - :) coz I won't,yea perhaps others may.....as my mom famously says....you got to learn to swim in the rough choppy sea. Yeah initially I used to swim in a river...now I really need to learn to swim in the sea. After the kind of "shark" I just happened to meet...(btw the shark just happened to pass by) wow how I just love this!!!!! anywayz...so now I really need to plan and chalk it all out...for myself.

As for swimming in the sea....now is the time to act smart and clever....maybe I can say goodbye to the days when I used to run for the 'EXIT'...which I was and am still considering for the same. And which I shall not do. Coz when will I be a survivor rather than being called 'ESCAPIST' every other time when people come with their horror masks to come and scare me away! And yea I do run away....this time its going to be a little different. Little??? Well now that depends on my success ratio. How successfully can I really get out of it all....

Okay enough of philosophical talks...first things first, where I actually needed to cry is....when one of my colleague cum classmate cum (oh uh well can I actually call her a frnd) got more than me and not just twice the amount thrice the amount!!!! Well I really want to dislike her but thats no fault of her's its mine...I should have been a bit persistent...which am not...you see I always behave as Money can be got from anywhere...maybe there's a tree where you just need to go ahead and pluck them all!!!! So am not toooo careful about it....so well what's the point in crying...

Half the world act smart and can get away with everything and anything they want...thus leaving you alone to sail your own ship...its like you thought they were doing it so you could sit and just chill maro...suddenly when the ship starts to act funny you panic...thats exactly whats happening...so moral of the story....

SAIL YOUR OWN SHIP AND NEVER PICK AND CHOOSE JUST THROW THEM IN THE SEA!!!! :)) (need to learn to be wicked!!) one more skill to learn in my kitty.....

The ART of FAKISM (or is the act)

No matter, how much you do not want to....you just have to FAKE it! Its like you have no choice at all! Whether its a smile, a laugh, loving somebody or for that matter even an orgasm. Haven't you heard that - on how many times you need to fake it to reach to the top! :)

Anywayz, I think my time too has arrived that I need to fake it too....no matter what. No not the orgasm part. But even a smile. Which till date I have not yet succeeded...a cold shoulder is what I need to give...Gosh! How I wish I was cold-blooded! Just the look is enough to freeze anyone in their place. So from now on, all you will see is that smile which goes hmmmm.....but my only concern is that I hope I don't lose out the real 'ME' somewhere in the act of faking so much so that I am confused in who's the real ME!!! But then that too or there too lies the art of doing it effectively, without posing any harm on oneself.

The need thus arose, coz am just too tired of getting hurt, being emotional, trusting somebody and then trying to get up and trying to find a 'better person' to lead better lives....SIGH!!!! and a big SIGH! to that...coz I do not want to get tied along with somebody...

Today is day 1 for experimenting with fakism....lets see how far I go....hehehehehee....or maybe not too far...I may just come back...(considering the success ratio) :)) coz the heart is always involved...maybe I just need to settle in with however I am...spread my hands out and say...u wanna welcome me...do that or just F*** off!!! You really have no right to rule my life...coz I decide that!!

Its my Birthday!!!!! So what do I want????

Its my birthday today!!! yea on 3rd of November a ROCKSTAR was born and yea thats me!!!! Now, what do I actually want for myself on this day??? First of all, I need to catch up on some sleep, loads of sleep at that. Then yea sit with 'old' friends and family as well and catch up with those old times and great times that I had! Coz its like yea 'Those were the best days of my life - to remember and cherish!' Though today am at work, well am not complainin, except that they just give me compensation on something or the other. And then will just fly out like a free bird from here!!! I just read my horoscope and yea they do read 'good' things for your next year. But all am wondering is will they really happen?? Really?? All I need is that grit and determination to go ahead and think positively instead of whining everytime.

And no matter how much I write this, I dont think its going to help, coz it will keep on happening. It just has to be my own self-realisation that will work. That I can go on a complete high and make it there!!! Nywayz....they say its not a big deal that its your birthday and all! But well, its a day where you can feel special and wanted. At least people give you some minutes, okay seconds of attention. Otherwise every day its so hectic they fail to notice you or anything about you...hehehehee...(a bit exaggerated though!) so am glad to be enjoying this day though am at work. I do hope to go home soon! And real soon....

Happy happy Birthday to ME!!!!! Here's wishing myself that I smile a lot and laugh a lot!!!!!! Hahahahahaa.......I just did!

Am just having the Monday blues!!!! Somebody help me.........aaaaahhhh....

Yea the title says it all and it also vents out my frustration, my worries, my anger and everything and anything under the sun that spells NEGATIVE!!!! I am somewhat under the negative charm (if you can call that charm!!!) coz its just bitten me and am like if I could only draw and tell you ...:( completely down feel like adding more of them...:((((( yea thats better yea but the blues are coz of dozens of stuff going around me....let me see, am I not opening up??? I do not know....for which I tried contacting my best friend Mr Ninad...but you see he is of no use even if do remember his number by heart!!! Guess if am lost in some La La Land I will never ever get in touch with him!!! Oh Heaven only save me...Yea so like I said it looks like am put under that spell...and its just bothering me as hell.....or is it just some sort of a bad hair day??? Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh wish I could really scream that loud!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH from the top of the mountains!!!! thats what I feel like doing now......and yea there is nobody to save me from my own dilemmas except me myself! and I do hope to do that soon coz this is really bugging me...I am not the kind of person who would love to stay down and out for a longer time...I mean get a life and get going! I mean I never look at the brighter side of life...even if I have got the brightest things...I always feel have got so little with me...which is just so....bad!!!! why do I have to feel that way....why cant I just say life's a party! Life's a joy....but what the heck...its always a gloomy picture that I present myself with!!! Which is making me feel bad! Why should I have people around me to make me happy....having a good job, good family or good stuff around me...isnt just that fine??? Why should I always have a reason to be happy?? Why cant I just stretch my lips and smile (stretch at a cost that they dont hurt me - and its comfortable doing it) hell...am even gettin in touch with loads of them...why cant I just open my arms and fly!!!!!! I mean really really really FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!So thats there.....Phew!!! I just kind of spilled that out!!!

I just looove the LYRICS of this song!!!

For the first time after listening to U2's 'Sometimes you cant make it on your own!', I heard 'Miracle Drug' today on my way to office...and my ears sort of got attracted to the lyrics itself! The song goes like this....

I want to trip inside your head
Spend the day there...
To hear the things you haven't said
And see what you might see

I want to hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby's head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough I'm not giving up
On a miracle drug

Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit...

I am you and you are mine
Love makes nonsense of space
And time... will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love...

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah,
I'd give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug

God I need your help tonight
Beneath the noise
Below the din I hear a voice
It's whispering
In science and in medicine
"I was a stranger
You took me in"

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah,
I'd give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug

Miracle, miracle drug

Endless TV BABBLE!!!!

The other day I was just surfing channels when this news channel caught me by my eyeballs!!! It said, "17 log ko bus ne kuchal diya" (17 people run down by a bus) okay it seems the Blueline bus in New Delhi sort of ran down on some people who died on the spot! That was digestable....then when I surfed back to back to another news channel..came up with "16 log bus se RAUND diye gaye" okie...third news channel gave, 13 people to be dead...okay forget the number of casualty but off late news channels come up with vocabulary that does not catch you by your eye balls but tugs and pulls your collar shaking you up to actually hear and see them! Its like the more dramatic you make it the more people will watch them while they express their viewpoint - not news.

Guess when they recruit these people, while auditioning, they must be seeing for how much anger can you show, no no... no...not anger how dramatic can you be, how good are you with your shudh Hindi (mind you am not accusing Hindi language) rather use words which emphasise lot of attention! Gone are the days when news were said with straight face. In fact I think they hire people who could keep such a face. Coz they didn't have to feel the news let the viewers feel what they could. The least they could do was just smile. Just a centimeter smile thats it!

Some common phrases which anchors/reporters/keep repeating....

"___ Channel pehli channel thi us sthan pe pahuchne wala ... aur hum aapko bata rahein hai....(We are the first news channel to reach the spot and break this news to you...)

"Aur jaise aapne dekha yeh koi mamooli baat nahin hai....etc etc...etc...not to forget their heavy vocabulary!

P.S: Please forgive me since all I remember is the heavy language and more than that I was concentrating on their facial expressions, so if you can remember more phrases do let me know! :)

To see or not to see a Psychologist!!!!

Today's news shouted from the top of their pens...."Sreesanth needs to see psychologists"...yea right! And you expect Sreesanth to come and sit in front of you while he rattles off why he feels like 'abusing', 'nailing' or being angry with all the other players in the field! In fact Sreesanth himself said he's trying to improve himself, bring changes in him, etc...so then why does he need to see a psycho when he knows he has some problem and he's trying to curb it. And for heaven's sake! He isn't some killer on the run! Tennis superstar John McEnroe, former World No.1 tennis player also had temper problems when he played, and this guy did damn well! So what's wrong when Sree does it? Yea its true if he shows this aggression as a player and I mean professionally. But should not take it on personally.

And who says the Australians are the kind gentlemen at heart or who get hurt so easily by these actions. They will get back if they have to and there are no two ways about it! And even we have seen their on-field action and I do mean 'action'! At least we have a player who does not chew his nails when he feels we will be losing out soon enough but someone who fights back!

So please leave the youngster alone and let him do his own evaluation as to what he needs to improve and I don't think there is anything wrong in him. Heck! The guy admitted he is highly (if that pleases you Mr Psychologist!) highly-aggressive!

So be aggressive Sreee...only do not take it personally be cool yet aggressive! And we love watching your actions on field!

Cricketing Blues!

Now that India has won the Twenty20 not to mention World Cup, everybody is damn sure these boys can 'get em and beat em' (anybody) under the sun. Even if you are an Australian they will beat them black and blue. These past days we have been celebrating the victory and even as I walk down the road I hear people talking about how proud they have made us, they have changed the whole perception of what cricket was thought and etc...

Even with the India-Australia series coming up, we are quite confident that our boys in blue will emerge as winners. Yeah right! Now with Rahul Dravid, Sachin Tendulkar and Sourav Ganguly we will surely clinch the title. I say why even bring them back? Why not let them retire peacefully let them get about with their own stuff? We have fresh energy, that you can literally feel adrenaline pumping through your own veins. Sourav is okay but why the other two? C'mon don't give me the stupid reason that well they are more experienced players and all that...we don't need their experience what we need is willing to take the chance, plunge into it and enjoy the game of cricket fully. Not a couple of hillie billies who stand there wasting balls and not having the balls to actually take the challenge. At least the new team proved it at Twenty20 that even if wickets start falling we actually don't cling onto one person and not play...We fight and fight with all our might! That's the change that was seriously refreshing.

But the next thing I dread to think is...what if we...what if we lose!? Will we be singing the same praises as we are doing today...coz that day we will be burning posters, effigies and God knows what else..perhaps threaten the cricketer's family or stand outside their house and humiliate them! Its okay if they lose, coz if they put up a tough fight like they put when they were playing the recent games then thats fine. At least in our heart of hearts we will know they tried, they fought but they could'nt conquer.

For now, all I can say is All the Best to our Indian Team...hope they conquer the Kangaroos and yea God give some strength to Tendulkar and Dravid. Naahhh..Sourav does not need it! Remember he's the Bengal Tiger....

Black and White is the new BLACK!

Before you read ahead...let me tell you, this is no fashion blog! Nor am I so smitten by black and white outfits...I was but during my teenage years...Not too much. Anything that makes me look good..is well good enough.

Yesterday I had donned white kurta with black capris and white sandals..(something which could make my oh-so-close friends eyes pop out!) so anywayz I tried this stuff and it did make me feel good. Remember those good old fashion days when it was so stylish and fashionable to wear a black and white outfit? Black was the black, and now its like Pink is the new Black, Gold is the new black, etc, etc. coz I do feel that this couple - well you can mix lot of colours but these two colours look good together anytime! They are like those inseparable couples, no divorces, no arguments, always staying together...but also in contrast to each other.

Coming to the meaning of colours, I guess everyone sticks the age-old phenomenon whites are angel like, innocent, so pure! Black is the devilish, strong and in command! Guess there are no other colours that when you mix them could give you such a distinct combination! Be that White and blue, pink and black, or whatever colour that you would like to mix. Which proves to say they are just the perfect couple!

Now you know when I say black and white is here to stay. Its somewhat irreplacable. And I do mean it! Try combining the best of white and black and you will know what I mean!

The 'MA' Factor!

Well to start off, I would say, please make Himesh Reshamiya the brand ambassador of some Parent club, rather that should be the 'Ma' Club. I got a better idea, why not make him the inspector who goes on his usual rounds asking children (young or old) how well they treat their 'ma'. If not then no...there can be no punishment, no fine, etc...he just has to open his mouth and next thing you will see is people begging him to stop talking what ever advice he would like to give them.

Third idea sort of just clicked me! Why not make him an ambassador of 'Old Age Homes'. He will find even more people who he can scare them off with his endless bickering of how you should take care always thank your parents...well fine but your Ma as well...and she is the only one etc..etc...who took care of you and all.. that! Very well Mr Reshamiya but we already know about it!

The recent episode just made me angry enough to go and whack on his face and ask him, "Where are your good manners?" and honestly speaking I don't want to ask his mother or father. But his consistent chatter about the contestant Poonam's bad childhood, mom not being well, etc, etc...must have made the girl dash towards the green room. Coz she wasn't seen at the end of the show. And it was very clearly seen that she was at the verge of crying. And for God's sake Himesss bhai you were asked how her singing was not how her family coped with difficulty! And enough is enough, let her concentrate on her singing and not make her feel guilty that she is been chosen because of her poor background and all that....

And yea one more thing, please stop distinguishing between Raja singing badly or Musarat being out for no reason...everybody has their good and bad days...you too may have faced the same. (Remember the 'nasal' days???) stop nit-picking on people. Its horrendous!!

Love lost or lack of Men!!!

Wisemen say, (no not only fools rush in...:) ) but they say that 'Wait and Watch!' Be it anything, work, money, or men! Wait for the right one to come....and so from that day you start counting, the day you encounter the first one....hmmm...aaaahhh...naahhh...he is'nt the one you have been dreaming about...

Then comes along the second one....aahhh...."Is he?", "At least he is better than the last guy...", so.....then suddenly the world crashes...and its bye bye....

After a good time being single...there comes a third guy, now mind you after seeing the destiny of the past two guys maybe you become cautious, be selective, etc....you think and talk, watch his every move, etc...and when things are going hunky dory...Baaam!!! And things have fallen apart before you even knew.

Till now you have decided that its best to be single. The world is much better place without them. Join the singles club, bitch about men (yea how can you not forget women too!) And by this time not to forget, even your friends have started getting engaged, married....and you still think..."Naaah, am the happiest person being single."

And its time also that you see men coming along your way...but naahhh...its okay. And by now your friends have started having babies, kids and suddenly they don't seem to match up with your mental pace and well....and here comes the standard line...'Wait and Watch' yeah right have watched my hair go from the walnut/reddish streaks that I have done to whitish streaks....(no don't blame the hair colours please!) and still no sign of man, forget the right kinds....

And to all the women who share the same woes like me...well all I can say is 'Waaait and Watch'!

Ranvir, Vinay aur Mica - who ticks!

When Ranvir, Vinay aur Kaun started I thought the teasers showed a lot of promise, but unfortunately it didnt turn that way. And I guess it all depends on who the guest is. The Gul Panag show was fine. The first guest, Karan Johar with whom they kickstarted the show was very 'thanda'. Guess he can interview guests better than himself being the interviewee....

But yesterday's show, I wouldnt say rocked but at least made you sit up and watch, instead of waiting for some one-liners to come across your way and then you jump off your chair to laugh. Well, though the moment wasnt exactly the same, Mica sort of sarcastically tried to say loads of things that he wanted to...For eg, you should have seen how he said he was a 'nasal' singer first and then Himeesssh bhai followed. And how he can sing like him (which he demonstrated) and I loved the comment where he said "Jiske paas kuch kaam nahi hota woh judge ke khursi mein jaake beth jaate hai, mujhe bhi mere ghar mein roti chahiye!" The same line that Himesh said to his contestant and I repeat - "Mujhe tere ghar mein roti chahiye, struggle nahin!"

And if anybody still wanted to know about his kiss with Rakhi miss....then he made good fun of it and moved on...hmmm...however he somewhat sounded like Rakhi Sawant...you know the 'Bindaas' type! But since Mica has given us good hits like 'Ganpat', 'Something, something'. Hope he keeps singing and does all his bindaas stuff for our entertainment!

Remakes or just 'Plain Bakwaas!'

RGV's Aag just released this friday on 31st July. And guess what each and every station spoke about how you should completely avoid going to watch this movie. The reason: though the storyline is similar to Sholay it definitely did not hit home. Forget hitting home, I think it didnt even enter the home! You should read some of the reviews...and no matter apna Ram Gopal Verma said that its not a remake then what in the God's name was this...it wasnt even a spoof.

I think the MTV guys did a good job of spoofing it with Thakur and Jai and Veeru...maybe Verma should take some ideas from the MTV people. To make matters worse, the guys who come out with pirated cds have also refused to make more than 50,000 pirated copies of the same.

In the world of remakes I think it is high time that film makers, directors or whoever it is in the damn film industry this is a request to you as a viewer we love the old story, the characters, everything. Please do not make an attempt to make it again by revamping not only the sets but also the whole character (just look at Amitabh and you know what I mean - I wonder what he must be feeling now)

We saw that for DON, now its RGV ki Aag, which got doused even before it started...and now we still have to wait for Karz...starring none other than apna Himesssh bhai...Gosh....I guess one way or the other this just gives movie writers all the more chance to say a lot more and not wind up their review by saying, "All in all good effort, A actor could have done better, B was excellent, blah blah..." and for them to write a review of Aag, they must be very happy to thrash out each and everyone in this movie.

Heaven help us when Karz or other remake arrives...may the Lord give us enough strength to go through the same :)

Heyy Baby...this aint right!

Went to watch Heyy Baby yesterday...Sajid Khan's first attempt at direction is okay. It sounds and looks similar to his personality (well it has to doesnt it) anywayz...first and foremost...Vidya Balan looks completely wasted. She shouldnt have wasted time in signing this film, coz her expression does not change throughout the film. I mean the kind of woman who has been cheated by her lover, her father, etc..etc...rather it seems she is out for a revenge.. rather she didnt look like a mother who wants to give her baby the affection rather it seemed as if its a property she wants to own. So next time Vidya emotions and motherly emotions (or maybe she got confused between wanting to give a lover-like, mother or wife or daughter-like emotions) Yea her clothes well, they seemed as if she didnt have anything to wear (particularly where she wears that tunic top - a brown one with polka dots and all of that) that keeps on getting repeated.

Akshay Kumar is good, Fardeen is over shadowed and Riteish is well just about ok. The only actor who takes the cake and makes the movie all the more bearable is the Baby Angel. The initial half is good, keeps you laughing but the second half stretches and makes you feel now just get married for heaven's sake so we can get out of this cinema hall. Not that you cannot walk out otherwise.

Any glitches are that...when they get the baby instead of going around asking each and every girl whether they got pregnant or delivered a baby...was a bit too out of the way. Maybe they forgot the modern techniques of science. All in all they could have gone to a hospital asked for a DNA test and then voila...problem solved. But then it wouldnt look like a Hindi movie to you if they didnt keep you hanging and waiting for long.

All in all a good effort...can do better than this...maybe that would have made the movie all the more interesting.

Yahoooo....India is out of the World Cup!!!

For starters I dont care what the media says....who is going to replace whom, etc etc...coz is it worth worrying about it day and night who is going to be the captain, who is going to coach who is going to tamper the ball??!! Welll.....forget it

Coz I would say they deserved it right and forget reality hurts...but if you are seriously not prepared it would hurt even more...like the loss against Bangladesh says it all....and its the Bangladesh team which is in Super 8 and not us. Boohoooo....Now the BCCI will be reviewing this will check that and come up with what.....Last I heard was Mr Sharad Pawar saying that there will be two teams...What for? Who is more enthusiastic...bahhh....

Its high time that cricket is hyped and there is loads of over reacting from the public...lets concentrate on other sports and let the oldies of the cricket relax and come up with a plan that makes us all sit for the next World Cup till then concentrate on something that is interesting!

Bye for now!

Dummies Guide to Hosting For Mr Shah Rukh Khan!

With Kaun Banega Crorepati...making its comeback yet again...I thought why not watch it so we get to know if King Khan knows what he is doing....and believe me when I say this...I am no big fan of Mr Khan! And he should do things at what he is best doing at.....jumping around the trees...acting a bit (rather more) like a psychopath...and is very good at romancing....

But hosting??? Charisma is not the only thing you need to host a show, neither does the world wants to know what size of underwear do you wear, let alone would you be willing to host in a petticoat! Sheesh....And gifting a TAG to a contestant...how much money did they pay you Mr Khan just to do that? Obviously you have not purchased it yourself or you wouldnt be tooo willing to part with it!

Flaws that I do not want to be caught DEAD and I repeat DEAD while Hosting...

• Please a host is supposed to respect his participant! not tum, aap Mr Khan aap!
• Massaging a participant??? Which host does that? And you thought that if you do it the world will admire you? You should see the smirks on the face of the audience
• Calling people with pet names Venky, Googi, GOSH!....who has given you the authority?
• Never, ever keep an introductory song in the starting of the show....It does not match the sequence of Kaun Banega Crorepati rather the song looked like Kaun Banega CASANOVA!

There are more....and as they say any publicity is good publicity...Mr Khan for sure knows that even though he does something bad...even if he pukes, the public will sure want to see him do it even if you are not his FAN!