How many times do you wake up in the morning and are almost sure that something will happen that you have dreamt about in your sleep as well. And when you see that happening, your joy is inescapable (if I can so use that word). And it is very much. There is this certain man Mr X, who I am not chasing - but would like to be friends with.
Did not receive his mails for a long time - so mailed him back - and I knew that I was supposed to receive his mail - but he sure does mail a shocker everytime he mails back...This time he sure asked for my number... which obviously made my excitement levels shoot up!
As I received a mail this afternoon which said if Life gives you a second opportunity - do take it...do not take it negatively. The beauty is obviously in not carrying the extra luggage of the past along with you when starting a new friendship or relationship which I guess we all are very quick to do - I guess even if it does not cross our mind we try to find a reason to get it back and torture ourselves. Our we sadists in our own sweet way?? Do we thrive or do we wait impatiently for something to happen - something rather negative to happen.
So even if I do date this guy and go out with him - there is always a nagging doubt about what lies ahead....I guess thats where we f*** up heavily in always wanting or eager to see what lies ahead.
All I need right now is loads and loads of luck to me...and also optimism which has become less and I really have to get back to it. Rather bounce back to it...and yea coming back to the topic I also have to rely on my instincts as well!!!
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